C.H.A.N.G.E, however small it can be, can always be the reason, for a snowball effect where it can finally turn into a landslide ..*help!* crushing u and burying us underneath it all. It does not bother me when H wants to hang w the mates, it just bothers me i'm not one of them. That bit by bit i have become, insignificant. And i tell my story abt us to those concerned, bearing the thought that, i want them to blame me rather them H when this becomes a tale, and not a fairytale, because at the end of the day, I am probably in the wrong. Yesterday, i almost missed H presence until i realised ,again, how grown up H's becoming.
BUT!! Maybe, probably,definitely, H and i will give in and reconcile..and God knows when a rift will happen again and we only pray that in thE end we end up together. Truth is, I think a relationship is a theater, like a play, and ur in it, the actors, the role players. No matter how much u hate the role ur playing,bt after months of practicing then acting in,ultimately its ur job to keep it together and make it work out smoothly while you awe the audiancE~ i hope i enjoy the play and my role.
This elephant in the room of ours may not be as big as everyones elses darn dinasour, but its big enough for us.
If u love someone, and when u talk about ur future. Wouldnt it be about, hw u would be introduced to ur inlaws, how ur house would be, would there be a garden, the colour of ur sofa, bt most importNtly whether its ever gonna happen. Some say its bad to plan ahead while others say, it doesnt hurt to hope a little..And even if its just a plan, or even just a plan to make a plan..wouldn't it be nice to have one. And even when ur the poorest or most hopless man alive, wouldnt u wanna just dream it together with that special someone?
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